Friday, 12 September 2008
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Hey Everyone, I guess now it is officially time for a real update. My life is Boring. I went back to work for the first time on wednesday sept. 10th. Work was okay, a little hard with the arm still not fully strong yet. I'm trying to find a new job right now, I'm really not enjoying working at Ukrops. I am needing a full time job because I couldn't afford schoool this semester and got dropped from insurance; and I can't afford my hospital bills OR more insurance. I'm really really hoping that I can find a job paying 9-10 dollars an hour. I'm searching for an apartment right now, But I need to secure the job before finding a place to live because I need to be within walking/biking dictance for now. I would really appreciate any prayers from you guys... Um, life is pretty much upside down for me. I don't sleep well at night anymore, I'm usually up until 3 or 4 am. My walk with God is pretty crappy right now too, I know that it is. I have been trying to step it up and pray and read my bible and things, but I'm feeling pretty hopeless right now. I would really like to just crawl under the covers on my bed and let life go on without me, but since that isn't an option I guess I gotta push forward. I'm really stressed right now and I dunno what to do anymore. Some days I just want to scream, other days cry. Blegh.... I'm lonely. You guys are pretty much my only friends and I never see any of you. I miss you guys. I'm babysitting right now, I watch a 9 month old a few times a week, this is my first time back since I broke my arm. He is asleep right now, he has been asleep since 9:30 and will stay asleep till around 11:00. I only watch him till noon today, then monday I watch him from 8:00am to 4:00pm. Anyway... I better set this in motion to go up, cause this is a slow computer. I will try not to let my poor xanga go for so long before I post again. Love you guys!
~Christine~
P.S. If anyone wants to call me I would love to talk to you, you guys have my cell number on the sheet from aletheia, Um, I have free minutes after 9pm and on weekends, you can call me any time then. If you don't have my number and want it message me and I'll give it to you.
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Comments (9)
Yeah, you should let me post for you if you don't have time. That'd rock.
@Dare2BDiferentt - The thought of you posting for me is very frightening... lol. Just kidding, maybe sometime. But you can't have my password so Lindsey would have to sign you in.
@Inyahweh - Dang it.
keep me in ya prayers even tho my religeous beliefs r different.....
I'll be praying for you my dearest and loveliest Christine. Do you have any free time before or after work? I'm over at VW mon. wed. friday and I could stay longer one day if you would like to come and we'll do lunch
I haven't seen my people person in SO long!
Love you!<33333
Christine I miss you dearest!!!!!!!!!!!
You got dropped from insurance?? That's awful!! I wish I was with you right now to give you a big hug, but since I'm not, *HUG*. I'll be praying for you for everything.
But you know what, you're right; you just have to keep on pushing. One word: surrender. One you stop trying to do things and let God do it all, you will feel much better; I mean really let Him take care of it. You are not hopeless Christine. Sometimes we go through dark lonely times, but you know what, life is a series of ups and downs, so if you're down, then there's got to be an up, eh?
I guess the best thing I could try to say is try and have a positive outlook, even in the bleakest days. Be assured of one thing m'dear: if you think things are hopless and can never get better, they will be. So think positive; you will find a job and you will feel better. As I recall, there's a little girl in China named Annie Chung singing, "The sun will come out tomorrow."
You know what? We need to get togetha; Wednesdays and Fridays are good for me if they're good for you. I miss you tons! I wish you were at RC with me!
Speaking of college, if you get your FAFSA forms out now, you should be elligable for financial aid in the Spring, or at latest, next year. If you can do that, Western also has a lot of work study posistions that pay $8 an hour if you still don't have the job you need.
Remeber darling, God has great plans for you if you will only seek His will and follow it. I'll be praying for your relationship with Him; it's the most important one of your life. If I don't have time to sit and read a full chapter or two in the Bible (because of whatever dumb thing I did to deprive myself of that special time), find two minutes to memorize a sort verse, like something from Psalms. Learn it and when you start to feel down or think dreary thoughts, repeat it. It works. King David went through a lot of hard times, and when he did, what did he do? He prayed and sought comfort in the Lord. Let me urge you to do the same, my dear friend. We may be your only friends, but we are real friends and we care about you sooo much Christine!
@Arwen331 - I did get fafsa completed and the ironic thing is that I got pell grants for this year, I got a lot but I didn't get it in time for the fall semester so I have it for spring.... but it I still have no insurance, and I'm actually already making more than 8 dollars at ukrops, I just don't like working there becuase of the strife and drama.
Howdy! I saw that you stopped by the Campfire earlier, and I wanted to drop in and let you know that it was great to see you here, and you're welcome back anytime!
I've been in the hate-my-job season of life, and I've been in the don't-have-a-job season. I've even been in the sleep-in-my-truck-because-I-can't-afford-a-place-to-live season too. The best thing I can say about these seasons is-- they pass. Like spring, Like winter and summer, and the next season comes. wait long enough, and a season will come that you like, but that too will pass, and the changes continue. Your walk with God will grow, but only if you work hard at it. Even that relationship has seasons. When the Spring Thaw comes for you, you will find that your Faith is still there, and even stronger for the season that it has endured.
Prayers for you!
Cowboy
@cowboy_christian - This season is WAAAY too long.